October 31, 2011

A social network that doesn’t want to be social. We are weird tumblr people and proud about that.

October 27, 2011

>stupid me<

i don’t know why i keep doing it. it seems like i’m addicted to the attention being given to me, especially if it’s from that someone. stupid excuses over and over again; making up stories and unexplainable events; i’ve grown that bad. full of pretensions and what-nots…

and who am i again? a ‘nobody’ dreaming to be a ‘somebody’? yesss… i’m THAT stupid.. and i’m being way too melodramatic here.. i know he won’t be reading this though (because he’s that stupid too and because i’m such a coward to tell him straight.. but that’s the use of networking sites, right?)… still, i made this crap and i’m letting the whole world read it.. bash me all you want, i’m not done yet..

i missed another someone although he’s just a few minutes away from me. i’m that stupid, yeah? again… silly and stupid; what’s the difference?

he’s that stupid to notice too.. GAWD why am i so bitter and everything?? maybe this is the product of spending lonely hours alone at home facing an inanimate object which changes in colors and sounds that sometimes gives chances of talking to my ‘someone’ssssssssssss (yup, they’re many!)

i should end this before i start on spilling out names that shouldn’t be said… i’m starting to hate myself.. can’t help it if you’ll start hating me too… JUST TELL ME THAT YOU DON’T LIKE ME AND GET DONE WITH IT!

just one of my tantrums.. sorry………………..

okay.. gotta end my LIFE… i mean this NOTE…